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Seeing without judgment

I engage with the present moment - in this case, staring at my daughters face. And there’s no background noise - remarkable. I’m calm, just…being. It’s peace. Not by addition, rather by subtraction! The removal of cruff leaves the desired …

Open Loops

I pass over a graveyard. If I had to guess I would say the overwhelming majority of bones beneath the stones had unfinished business - open loops.

Yom Kippur is the Jewish response to solving this issue and putting it …

Close the open loops

I pass over a graveyard. If I had to guess I would say the overwhelming majority of bones beneath the stones had unfinished business - open loops.

Yom Kippur is the Jewish response to solving this issue and putting it …

Enable us to pull

This is what a product manager (any great leader) must do. This is a deceptively simple phrase but there a lot packed in it. This describes the what and the how and the why for achieving success as a team …

A taxonomy of exhaustion

There are several flavors of exhaustion. Here’s the taxonomy.

Exhaustion by going shallow

This is my enemy. This is what I’ve been doing the past few days as I onboard at a new company (oh, I’m now at Facebook!). But …

The space between sets

At 15 I would have told you that workouts are about the pump. They elicit visceral feelings of power, a high. Lifting weights was the perfect outlet for hormonal aggression, testosterone - adrenaline release.

After kids it became an intellectual …

Factory Floor

The cursor pulses hot green against the black terminal. A few quick taps execute the script. I watch the simulation unfold on the screen. Then, a stocatto barrage of keystrokes: Simulation number 39…no change from 38…The pX protein displays kinetics …

Goodbye, Grandma

On the way to seeing her I jotted down the memories, talking point bullets in my notebook: the warm feeling from sitting on the carpet as a kid, the smell of spaghetti and meatballs permeating the air on a random …

2009 Boston Marathon race report

The day begins at 4:30. I must have eaten more than I can remember the previous night. I cooked up a vat of pasta, garlic bread and salad for a few folks including some fellow K-star runners. We watch chariots …

Chabot half marathon race report

If you emphasize the physical side of training you may become superbly conditioned but mentally not advanced at all. On the other hand, if you concentrate on the mental aspect, it is inevitable that the physical side will follow. My

ditch the research; keep the twinkle

I went into science to remain a child. Where else can exploration for its own sake be considered a value? I did an MS in molecular biology and research in mathematics. I wanted to establish a foundation for understanding how …

Using siRNA to understand inhaled anesthetics

An Experimental Design I wrote as a researcher at UCSF proposing the use of small interfering RNA (siRNA) to elucidate the mechanisms by which inhaled anesthetics work. More specifically the idea is to infuse siRNA into the lumbar region of …